DON'T DO IT!!!!!!

If I could turn back the clock to December 2009, I wouldn't have a tubal done. I have had nothing but problems since then. I'm convinced that this is a major reason that I'm having a hysterectomy tomorrow. I just find it oddly funny that I didn't have 1 single problem before the tubal, and I haven't had anything but since. I never had the pain before. My cycle was on time like clockwork until the tubal was done. I would gladly turn the clock back and undo this if I could. I would go a different route in order not to get pregnant again. I've talked to many friends that have had a tubal and within a year they have had to have a hysterectomy. I know there are people out there that don't have 1 single problem, but they don't seem to be that many of them. When I hear people are getting a tubal done, my first instinct is to tell them to run for the hills and not do it. It was the biggest mistake of my life. Instead I bite my tongue and wish them luck. The surgery itself wasn't all that bad. The recovery wasn't bad. It has been the after affects that have been horrible.

I'm getting very nervous about tomorrow. Ready to have this last surgery done and over. I need to pack my hospital bag. I just got finished drinking my magnesium citrate. That stuff is all kinds of nasty. I need to hydrate some more tonight before midnight.