Monday, February 14, 2011

Valentine's Day 2011

Need to finish up Hubster's gift. We said we had a limit of $25 per person, and we needed to get creative with it. We are going on a weekend getaway in April, so this is just something that is thought about. I hope he likes what I've gotten him so far.

I'm having health issues again, and I'm worried enough about them that I don't want to call the doctor because I fear what they will find. That is a very stupid reason why not to call. I know. Only a few people know what is going on. My mom told me yesterday that I looked pale. It is probably because I'm not feeling good. All I want to do is curl up in a ball and sleep. I will eventually get up the nerve to call, but I'm not a big fan of my primary doctor. This is the one time that I don't like Tricare. There isn't a whole lot of choices. I love how much it costs to go and the amount of my premium every month though, so we will stick it out.

Hubster had drill this weekend, so we didn't do very much of anything. Saturday night Hubster and I went to our Sunday school class Valentine's party. It was at a fancy steak house. They normally charge $30+ per plate. No way would I pay that much for that place. It was good, but it wasn't $30 a plate good. The service wasn't all of that great either. We still had a really good time though.

I have days where I feel extra fat, and yesterday was one of them. I hate when I have those feel fat days. It is those days I wonder why I went through with the lapband because I'm still fat. In a given month, I will gain 2 pounds in a week, and then the next week lose 4 to 7 pounds. It is very annoying, and I'm basically doing the same things. I keep telling myself that the end game is what I'm looking for, so as long as I have a negative number on that scale then we are good. I still have 99.5 pounds to lose to get to my goal weight, and at times it seems so far away. I know I've lost over 80 pounds now, but it is still so far away. I just have to keep plugging along.

The girls have been stinkers today. BG ran from me in the store. When I finally caught her, she got her hiney spanked. I'm not usually one to spank the kids in public, but I wasn't very happy. See above about how run down I feel, and you can see why I wasn't happy.

1 comment:

  1. Don't know what's going on, but you need to get on the phone and call the doctor. Putting it off isn't changing anything. You are doing GREAT on your weight loss! Even though you feel fat some day you need to remember you aren't. You look amazing! I'm in awe that you are doing it!